A grandmothers Tears

A grandmother cries

She cries for her grandchildren

She longs for the days where she can hold them again

She wonders and wishes

She prays for their safety

She prays for their hearts

A grandmother asks the sky’s,

“How can I reach them, when they have turned me away”

A grandmother’s heart keeps breaking

“How much longer will this go on?” She asks herself.

She thinks of them fondly

But wonders if they think of her

Her heart aches

She loves them with her whole heart

She wishes them well

She wishes them luck

She prays they’re happy

With a tears in her eyes

She looks over their pictures and smiles

Her grandchildren

She wishes they could reunite one day

She says “I don’t know how much more time I have and I wish to see you but if my time comes before that chance, just know, I love you”

Little Note: This little piece isn’t a poem that I wrote when I’m feeling anxiety, this poem is based on someone else, someone who I used to see everyday, when i still lived with them. She’s been trying to hide her feelings ever since that day, a day that broke her heart and feelings. I‘ve been able to see it and feel it all the time, she even says it out loud when she's thinking of them, so I wrote her feelings for her in what I saw and heard her say. She's always had her family strong and close, that now this distance and no communication, hurts her, it breaks her. All she wants is for them to know that she’ll always love them, no matter where or how far they are. They may not feel the same feeling she may feel but she wants them to know that she'll always carry them in her heart.